your heart just breaks, that's all. but you can't judge, or point fingers. you just have to be lucky enough to find someone else who appreciates you.

so many DISTRACTIONS

finals are next week and i have three in two consecutive days which is not SO bad compared to what i could have had.. thank goodness some of my teachers assigned papers and in classes instead of m.c. tests :].. so im supposed to be studying for history, calc and socio exams BUT it seems like everything is so distracting, even my stupid pride&prejudice dvd on my desk.. hahaha

there's so many exciting things coming up in the summer:
- jamie's yacht wedding (soooooo stoked to go to a summer yacht wedding!)
- six flags next week after finals
- downtown la shopping!! hehehe
- getting back to gym routine (ugh finally have the time after next tuesday)
- death cab concert (yayayayyyyyyyyy with la philharmonic too!! thanks for the info alex lol)
- colleen's new pup!! PUPPY SHOWER AND PLAYDATES! hahahaha lame-o's
- re-doing my room & cleaning out all the unused shit
- summer school (kind of excited to see who'll be in my chinese class... lol)
- summer nights!
- seeing ppl i hardly ever get to see during the year :)))
- beachhhh <3
- beachhhhhhh <3
- more beaccchhhhhh <3
- DISNEYLAND forreals
- papa bear's coming back miss him muchooo
- road trips to san frannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
- CANADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (very possibly!!!!!!! :DDDD my smile can't get any bigger!!!!! its been freakin 5 years since i've been back goddamn!)

probably more to come but can't think of any right now cause i really gotta focus on studying now lol but definitely so stoked for everything!!! hope everyone's finals went well or is going well :) STUDY HARD KIDS

don't say, just do.

i really need to get my shit together. i really need to stop telling people that i should get my shit together and actually get my shit together. i feel like everything's out of place and i'm trying to run around frantically to pick up the pieces. fuckdammit what was i thinking taking 18 units and working almost full time?! dumbest move ever.